November 2010
53 posts
October 2010
140 posts
I have the biggest fear of “creepy crawlies,” meaning bugs and spiders. I’m honestly to the point where I’m insectophobic or arachnophobic. If you put a bug near me and expect me to stay there, I will honestly cry. Just the thought of being near a bug or seeing one nearly gives me a heart attack.
my life
I’ve honestly been on and off the computer since 3:00 and it’s 9:15 right now. The one site that I always go to whenever I come back to the computer is Tumblr. It’s always Tumblr. It’s like I can’t even close my dashboard because I open a new tab and keep it on. I mean, I can easily close Twitter and Facebook but never Tumblr. I’m actually supposed to do a whole bunch of work today but I got caught up with Tumblr…
I am a bitch and I do tend to be a bit rude. I know that I’m hard to deal with sometimes and I know that there are days when I seem bipolar. I know I’m sarcastic, sometimes two-faced and a bit hypocritical and I don’t get along with everyone. BUT, if you ever need me, I will be there for you. I don’t care if you call me in the middle of the night or at 5 am or when I’m at school.. If you have a problem, I will talk to you. I don’t give the best advice but I do try to be empathetic and I will definitely listen to you. You actually don’t even have to talk about your problem, if you don’t want to. I’ll just try my best to cheer you up.
Someone who’s close friend of mine hugged me today and this wasn’t one of those normal hugs. I always hug this dude but today felt different. It wasn’t just an “oh, hey there” kind of hug; it was more like, “I know something’s wrong and I know you don’t want to talk about it so I’ll just hope you feel better” kind of hug. It was the kind of hug that told me he would always be there for me. That was the hug that definitely cheered me up. I honestly thank God so much for letting me meet this guy, he’s such a special friend.
hacked by a WOOBUUFFEEET!
B2K - Why I Love You
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Being someone who folded 1000 cranes for a friend’s mom, I have to reblog this.
- Tumblr is now a popularity contest, not a blog site.
- People send you anon-hate messages instead of understanding your situation.
- Followers make friends with you not because they really want to but for the sake of that effin’ follow back.
- Some of my friends have Tumblr so I can’t just blog the way I really do.
- You say: It’s impossible
- God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
- You say: I’m too tired
- God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
- You say: Nobody really loves me
- God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 13:34)
- You say: I can’t go on
- God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalms.91:15)
- You say: I can’t figure things out
- God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
- You say: I can’t do it
- God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
- You say: I’m not able
- God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
- You say: It’s not worth it
- God says: It will be worth it (Romans 8:28)
- You say: I can’t forgive myself
- God says: I FORGIVE YOU (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
- You say: I can’t manage
- God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
- You say: I’m afraid
- God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
- You say: I’m always worried and frustrated
- God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
- You say: I don’t have enough faith
- God says: I’ve given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
- You say: I’m not smart enough
- God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
- You say: I feel all alone
- God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
- (defs will be staring at this the whole night)
Sometimes out of nowhere, I get really angry, and I can’t think of one apparent reason why. I’ll be outside, with family, with friends, at a restaurant and I’ll randomly feel so much anger or sadness, whichever one. It doesn’t happen every day, but it does happen often. And it’s frustrating. I…
wow, i was just feeling this way…
I enjoy having friends who are willing to do whatever with me ;p My twin ran around wearing a black cape and matching outfits in broad daylight with me, LOL. Those kind of things, those are awesome, those are things I really enjoy doing xD
10/27/2010 - Wear pink to support and raise awareness for cancer victims
11/3/2010 - Wear black to support and raise awareness for the discrimination
11/10/2010 - Wear red to support and raise awareness for animal cruelty
11/17/2010 - Wear green to support the war veterans
11/24/2010 - Wear white to promote peace
12/1/10 - Wear brown to raise awareness for genocide
I’m down.
i’ll do this :)
do it
With my mom: Even if I argue with her the most, I know she loves me. I know that she’ll be there for me and she will be there to give me advice. I love our mother-daughter moments. I love just chilling infront of the tv, watching movies or shows together. I love talking to her about random things. I love how she hangs up on me ‘cause I babble too much when I’m on the phone with her. It’s true that I look up to her. I understand what she wants me to do and I’m def willing to do anything for her. I love my mommy so much <3
With my dad: My dad definitely loves me. I’m the baby, you know? I’m his baby girl and I wouldn’t have it any other way. He even bought me this thing for my room that says, “Daddy’s Princess.” I love how he’s willing to buy me everything, but i won’t let him ;p I love how he always treats me out. I love how he loves food xD I love how funny and awkward he is! I love going to places with him ‘cause he always makes it worth while. I love how he always praises me. It would probably kill me to see him give me away to my “special other.” He’s so easy to please, LOL. I definitely love my daddy <3
With my kuya: He won’t admit it, but I know kuya loves me. LOL. We argue a lot, he teases me like crazy and I probably annoy him so much ;p I love how we watch movies or animes together sometimes. I love how we play video games. I love how he lets me in on the newest things, like what happens in the recent animes and stuff. I love how he sometimes comes home with a drink or something and shares with me. I love how we have our deep conversations. It may not seem like we’re close because we don’t tell each other everything but our relationship is more like, “you mind your crap and ill mind mine and if i want you to know, ill tell you.” He’s the kind of brother that I would not hug or kiss or whatever. ew >.> LOL but still.. I actually, amazingly love my kuya ;p
- wearing pink won’t stop breast cancer, so I guess we can’t do that anymore,
- wearing a poppy won’t bring back the soldiers who’ve died in wars, so let’s can that,
- Black history month is only about Black people, so we can’t do that because it leaves out other ethnicities,
- People, it’s a kind gesture to show that we’re committed to stopping homophobia and bullying.
I’d read it over and over until I’m satisfied with it. If I think it’s too personal, I delete it but if I think I might have the guts to post it another time, I leave it in my drafts. If that doesn’t happen, I just post it on my personal tumblr. If I had to estimate the amount of posts I don’t put up.. I’d day it’s about 1:3, so I put up one post per every three that I actually type up.
When a thought or idea hits me in the middle of the day, it stays in my mind for the rest of the day unless I do something about it. Nowadays, I just wait till I go on tumblr and rant/vent the heck outta myself. Tumblr does help ;p
Yes, those six boys are getting a lot of attention. It sucks because a lot of people still make fun of them and whatever. I saw posts on Tumblr about how those boys shouldn’t get this much attention just because they commited suicide due to their sexual orientation. I don’t agree with that. I do agree with the fact that every situation that involves bullying needs to be noticed and stopped. The thing is, this is just for one day… Those boys deserve to have just this one day to commemorate their death. If their watching from wherever they are now, they have the right to know that what they did actually opened people’s eyes.
I know what some of you may be thinking, “well, a lot of people die and they don’t get acknowledged. that’s unfair to those people.” Yes, it is unfair. There are so many people who die each and every day, it’s sad. For gay or disabled people, it’s as if they were chosen to lead a hard life… they didn’t choose to be the way they are but i think that they should be strong anyway. Not only will it get better, it’ll become amazing. They should keep their head up and to those who die every day, you will be missed. Maybe not everyone will acknowledge it but someone will and that should be enough. Lots of thanks go out to all of you people!
this is just my opinion btw. I’m not forcing you to read it or anything..
LOL. Here I am in civics class sitting next to @kathreenafernandez ;D I’m bored and in no mood for work so I decided to go on Tumblr. Cool story, right? hahaha. A separate post will be posted, about my civics class later on.
I love the fact that Tumblr’s purple just for today. October 20, wear purple for the 6 boys who commited suicide because they were bullied for being gay. I’m honestly searching my closet for something purple to wear for today! Everyone who’s been posting things and spreading the news about today and those boys, you guys are amazing. Those boys will be missed, let’s hope that they Rest In Peace.
don’t forget to log out lol
-jadow
I still care and always will. I’m not the type of girl to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don’t matter anymore. I may not like that person anymore or talk to him or her but, I still care. I’m always going to think back to my life and say I wonder what happened to so and so. I hope they’re all right. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you’re in my heart, you’re there forever.
1. “I am not putting up with your shit anymore. I’m out”
2. “You know what? You are a shit friend, and I really don’t want to talk to you anymore”
3. “I hate who I am around you people”
4. “Do you like me or not? I like you, and am seconds away from kissing you”
5. “Is…
well first long ass line! and some returning graduate thought he could bud me… trick doesn’t know I search him in the yearbook and TRASHED HIS PICTURE :P bwahah naah I lie, but I did think about it. When I first got it I didn’t even open it, I just stared at the cover and whatnot. when I opened…
ohyes jella, all the memories ; ) ugh, i remember those moments.. with the meetups and stuff <3 HEY. SEARCH UP MY TINGTING TOOO BTW! i gotta see that yearbook ;D