“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”
—Deuteronomy 31:6
July 2010
59 posts
June 2010
158 posts
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If someone asked me how many times have you gone through my mind, I would only say once because you came into my mind and never left.
(via tim-ayee)
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That Should Be Me
Justin Bieber
That should be me
Holding your hand
That should be me
Making you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
This is so wrong.
im not crazy about justin bieber but damn , i love this song !
Brown Eyes
Destiny's Child
Destiny’s Child - Brown Eye’s (Dedication : @loveejenn)
It felt so good to find true love, I knew right then and there that you were the one. I know that he loves me, cause he told me so. I know that he loves, cause his feelings show, when he stares at me, see he cares for me..
-Patrick (fuckyeahslowjams)
Day 22 — A website
a website ? wth -___-“
tumblr : ) LOOOL . i cant think of one so let’s just use mine .. my tumblr site is thismissdee.tumblr.com ;D enjoy ! LOL .
once I'm by myself...
I feel the need to cry and be depressed. It makes me wonder: am I actually happy with my life or am I just lying to myself all the time? I guess I’m just that needy for attention because I’m perfectly happy when I’m talking to others or when I’m around other people but once I have the time to actually think, I’m clearly unhappy.
3725.) I am not good enough.
(via yourconfessions)
i feel like that right now but , i know i shouldnt be thinking that . i have God, my friends and my family there to catch me if i fall and just knowing that there are people who love me makes me feel “good enough.”
you know who you are ...
kso , i know you’ll probably never read this but i really need to get my thoughts out right now because i just finished writing you my letter/card and … i just feel the need to say something else .
ima be real with you right now . i miss yer ass . i talked to you a couple of days ago but like , damn . it feels different and i miss the way it used to be . i don’t really think we ended off on a good note S: i have this feeling you understand what we’re trying to tell you but i feel really bad with the way i’ve been acting aside from that . i’ve been ignoring you , pushing you away , acting like i don’t care , being rude to you , saying bad things , expecting the worst from you , etcetc . i shouldnt be like this .. if we want you to change back , we shouldnt change the way we think of the old you . like , i know that if you don’t change , we’ll probably drift apart really quickly but i want to keep this going for a long time . i want you to know that through all of my rudeness , my insults , my stupidity , i honestly love you as one of my closest friends … and i don’t want that to ever change .
... that's awkward ...
CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini’s in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
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well , i dont know . i sorta don’t think im any of that except for the italicized sentences .. LOL .
duration: 1:49:46 :)
“YER SO STUBBORN MANGO XD” i could’ve gone longer lol but that ^ was good
lay off the PANDA u “PANDAholic” ur gonna spread a PANDAmic lmao
ill let you know next tym yeedig? :)
pillow.
xD
LOL . well , you were ! just because im the girl doesnt mean that I have to hang up ! seriously , you butt . LOL . “DROP THE PHONE! DROP IT!!”
pffft , sorry if yer lil-sister-person-thing is addicted to pandas . why ? you jealous mango ? xD & yaaah , whatevs . just txt me !
… GO FROLICK IN THE GRASS CHASING AFTER BUTTERFLIES ! honestly -__-“
Day 21 — A recipe
LOL . ill give you a recipe of friendship : )
Fold two hands together
And express a dash of sorrow
Marinate it overnight
And work on it tomorrow
Chop one grudge in tiny pieces
Add several cups of love
Dredge with a large sized smile
Mix with the ingredients above
Dissolve the hate within you
By doing a good deed
Cut in and help your friend
If he should be in need
Stir in laughter, love, and kindness
From the heart it has to come
Toss with genuine forgiveness
And give your neighbor some
The amount of people served
Will depend on you
It can serve the whole wide world
If you really want it to
;D this is my kind of recipe ! author is unknown btw .
yeeah , i went on a music spree a couple of mins ago . haha .
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What I listen to every night <3
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star - Azn Dreamers
one of the most adorablest songs i’ve ever heard !
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I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden
*This song makes me want to fall in Love*
-Justin [fuckyeahslowjams]
i knew i loved you before i met you . i think i dreamed you into life <3
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Fresh Prince of Bel Air - Will Smith
-Justin [fuckyeahslowjams]
O: THAT’S MY JAAAAM !
apparently my face was priceless ;p
- me and cindy were leaving my house to go to gail's jam and my mom was in the kitchen so im like , yelling from the front door ..
- M: BYE MOOOOM ! IM GOING NAA !
- Mom: yeah yeah , bye ! what time are you coming home ?
- M: *looks at cindy* what time are we coming back ?
- C: 10:30 .
- M: can i say 10 ? LOL .
- C: alrights .
- M: *yells to mom* TEEEEN !
- *SILENCE*
- M: uuhh >.> ... OK ... bye mom !
- C: LOOOOOL .
One Step at a Time: Livee day? →
cindyytraan.tumblr.com
definitely
so today was an awesome day to start off my summer. loooved it. It was gail’s sweet sixteen party and honestly, it was sooo crazy, haha. Gotta love meeting new people .
So I went to marjorie’s house at around one o’clock, then walked with her to gail’s at aroundd 2:30-ish? yeeah, so…
Love you ♥ thanks for coming bebs :)
all of what cindy said ;p LOL . we loved yer party gaail !
3770.) I'm on the verge of a breakdown 90% of the time. Trying to balance everything. School, work, health, family, friends...If one thing falls they all fall. I'm holding up all these balls and if one of them falls everything will and it scares me to death. I come off as this spontaneous person but I'm scared all the time.
(via yourconfessions)
story of my life right here …
“you’re pandaholic”
— a certain fruit i know ; ) LOL .
Day 20 — A hobby of yours
this is my 200th post & its about my hobby . LOOL .
whatevs . well , a hobby of mine would be … walking . haha , idk . i’ve done it so much that it just turned into something i enjoy . so whenever someone’s like , “let’s go for a walk .. is that okay?” im just like , “yer ACTUALLY asking me that? LOOOL , LET’S DO IT !” & im serious , i actually say that . LOOL .
what if you get manraped ?
- G: well , i coulda walked with you home .
- M: but im not letting you walk home by yerself ... what if you get raped ?
- G: *gives me A LOOK* why would i get raped ?
- M: i dont know , man raped ? LOL . MANRAAPE !
- G: *shrugs* well then ill just tell them i have a small penis !
- - it gets quiet ...-
- EVERYONE: LOOOOOOL , WTH ?!
- G&M: LOOOOL . you dunt needa knooow XD
duration: 02:46:42 :)
that was nice don’t u think? ;)
“kilerjo!” *does grudge noise* “you dont have to remember the mental picture” lmfao
we shall have them “random topics” again yee digg? :D
ps. milkshake wit
brown stuffis still on me lmfao xD
LOOOOOOOL .
we coulda done that yesterday too , but i fell asleep xD haha , shmaaanks for staying up with me … even if you kept reminding me -__-“
NO ! LOL . im getting the milkshaake ! yer just paying xD
Day 19 — A talent of yours
erm , i dunt really have a lot of talents .. and i dunt really tell other people if im good at something . xD LOL . buuut , i guess im pretty good at drawing S: like .. im good but im not AMAAAZING or even GOOOOD . just good , yehdig ?
if you wanna see a drawing of mine , see DAY 17 . truuue ?
Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy
what tickles my fancy ? hmm .. PANDAS . LOL . im honestly in love with pandas ;p … its a bit creepy . hahaha .
PANDAS ARE SUCH CYAAAATIES ;D .. too bad their endangered D:
oh how i love my mommy ..
i don’t know why yer letting me out so much but whatever . THAAANKS MA ! LOL . i know i was annoying you with all my asking “are you sure?” buut , i was making sure you wouldnt change yer mind ! haha , my fave line is now “MARJORIE i don’t care . it’s yer vacation . do whatever you want !” oh , well .. that was more than A line but ;p im too happy to correct it !
Have you ever been angry or sad, to the point where you just break down at home, in your room? Your parents don't know because you keep the tears to yourself, and you cry silently. Your friends don't know because you talk as if you're fine and dandy behind the computer screen. Well you're not fine and dandy, and you know it. No one really knows how you feel, and they have their own lives to deal with, so you don't bother telling them, you bottle it up, and store it with the other problems or troubles.
(via nspirazn)
Story of my life….
(via simplykathie)
this is my exam week ; )
kso , i had a hefty note on this before but frigging tumblr failed on me and deleted the damn thing -__-” so im doing this again . & this is basically a mini summary of each exam day and what happened after school ; ) LOL .
EXAM NUMBER ONE : kso , friday June 18 was my business exam . easy things , f’reals . after school , we missioned to fisher .. me , cindy and maui , i mean . then me and maui dropped cindy off at her place and we bussed home to my place where my fam had a bbq ;D LOL , fatties ! then we watched this asian movie called “So Close” .. i swear , its a combo of matrix and charlie’s angels . & there was a bit of ish here and there but overall , that day was pretty chill .
EXAM NUMBER TWO : well , on monday June 21 .. it was dear lil GAIL CORONADO’S birfdaay ; ) LOL . went to school , did my geo exam & seriously , its the softest exam of life . then i went with cindy to gail’s where we were gonna chill for the rest of the day ;p haha . so many joke times mhan ; with omegle , the melted cake , the picnic table , the cinderella story , the “studying” etcetc . me and cindy even hung out with G . LOOL . there were some ish i had to deal with but chilling with the former grade 10’s definitely made my day xD
EXAM NUMBER THREE : AWWW , our fave teach isnt gonna be at aquinas next year D: we loooove our french teach mhan , she was the ish ! this was on tuesday June 22 , btw . i went to school , did my exam and whatnot .. then to the mall with dempster and cindy ;D LOL , that was jokes . there were talks , tacos , a bit of ish and we got gail’s present : ) haha . then after , i went to visit my twin before her big day ; ) haha , real talks on her driveway . i saw gail , carla and them walking so i said hi but i dunt think they noticed it was me ;p LOL . ohwell , they were staring back for a good minute until they waved xD but we prolly looked odd sitting on her driveway .. hahaha .
EXAM NUMBER FOUR : wow , i failed this exam .. honestly didnt even study for it . LOL . science was always my weakest subject neways so nbd . this was wednesday June 23 . after exam was the end of the year battle and i was hyped to see that ;D i was with maui , josh and veronica most of the time .. but seriously , all them breakers were daaamn good ! buuut , then it was my twin’s grad and ohgee , i missed half of it because we got there so late -__- got there when it was ending .. sorry cindy & janine S: well , after that was the intervention . i guess it went pretty well , but we didnt get much of a reaction so yeeah .. not really sure if we got through or not .
this is still pretty hefty actually . LOL . well , this was basically my exam week ; )
just ate some cereal ,
and that makes today’s breakfast , lunch and dinner . GOSH , i forgot to eat with all that missioning around the place …
Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
PON AND ZI FTW ;D haha , i was bored so i decided to draw something .. one of the rare times when i drew something nice . LOL .
haaai , meet mango ;p
- we were talking about studying ...
- Mango: read and sleep on my notes
- M: LOL . thats what ima prolly do ;p
- Mango: WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COOOMMMON!
- M: LOOOL xD wow , im like you ? im .. ashamed .
- Mango: O:
- M: LOOOOOOOL . IM JOOOOKING !
- Mango: meanie -.-
- M: i laaaave you ... even if you joked about disowning me ; )
- Mango: well i guess that was payback
- LOOOL , aww . i made a new friend and this omnivore right here honestly made my day xD
eff this ish ..
im done . honestly , it’s really hard to piss me off .. and im not mad now either . im just , done . like , i dunt wanna deal with this and i definitely don’t want to deal with you . my patience has a limit , but we’ll have to see how tomorrow goes first .
My weakness is that I care too much.
(via dearbryannah)
Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
D: i have one that makes me so damn sad .. and it made me cry before too . not the booo-im-crying kind of cry , more like OHMAGSSH-THIS-IS-SOOOO-SAAAD kinda cry . like , i was balling my eyes out -__-“
well , the song’s called Daddy’s Little Girl by Frankie J . listen to it : )
today ?
was HIGHLARIOUS ! xD yes , that’s a new word .
well , demster’s right next to me and cindy’s behind me uploading our LOVELY pictures ; ) which you’ll see soon !
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Without You
Chris Brown
Chris Brown - “Without You” (4:28)
i could live without money
i could live without the fame
and if everyday was sunny
i could live without the rainand if i ever went up to heaven
i would fall right back down
then life wouldn’t be living
cause you’re the one i couldn’t live withoutalways plays right after “Rearview Mirror” on my playlist. i like it.
(ohayyy, now he has a “With You” and “Without You” heheh)
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Before dawn
@gailcoronado , Happy Birfdaay !
kso , i was going to do this post at yer place ;p LOL , buuuut you walked in the room too early so i never got the chance . hahaha ,
well . today we chilled at yer place till 6 - ish .. LOL , i swear . those couple of hours made my week ! with omegle , the talks , the posts on fb & tumblr , the food (LOL. fatties) , my melted cake (coughJPcough) and so much more . haha . me and cindy both laaaaaaved today . haha , it was pretty jokes chillin with you former grade 10’s ; )
erm , i laaaave you . i especially love that yer literally 2 mins away tho ;p hahaha . kwell , i actually only met you this year but we gots all the time in the world . truue ? ;D LOL , HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAAY !
when i hear you say the sweetest things, sometimes i wish that you were thinking of me when you said it.
Day 15 — A fanfic
erm .. there was this really good one that i read before but i dunt remember the title S: i remember that it was about this guy who was in this psychiatric hospital and being a story , he falls in love with his doctor but there are so many twists and turns along the way . like , the doctor was raped before and the dude wasnt even crazy or anything .. someone kept messing with him . ooou , and the main bad guy was actually this really important doctor in the hospital . it was really good but really long ;p haha , ima try to search for it now ! xD
