
June 2011
82 posts
It was a weird feeling. I can’t even describe it. I was proud and happy and sad and other things, all at the same time. He got an award too.. the one I want to get. It’s weird thinking about it. He’s all grown up now. This guy that knew me even before I was born, this guy that I grew up with, have a ton of memories with, laughed with, danced with, sang with, played with, shared with, fought with, read with, learned with… graduated out of highschool. He’s going to college and starting his life as an adult. I’m proud of him.
Congratulations kuya :) I hope your future is happy and successful. You can do it, you can do anything actually. Mucho love.
I always find myself hesitating, even in my thoughts.

Honestly, I hate it when I’m trying to say something and someone’s constantly saying,

It cheeses me to no end. Like, I’ll stop talking.
I feel that their not needed. I think that, that’s why I haven’t really posted anything original in a while. All I’ve been doing on tumblr is reblogging and the challenges. Because why bother making something up when someone’s already said something about it? I feel like, my opinions wouldn’t be heard either way. No one would read and connect with them. I don’t want to speak, in order to be heard. I want to speak, in order to be understood. I post, only to delete it later on. What’s the point, when someone out there in the world, has already posted something that says it for you.

My writing’s ugly here buuut… One of them would be:

I’m not ready to put on my badge for the last time.
I am not ready to pick up my wand for the last time.
I am not ready to hear Hedwig’s theme for the last time.
I am not ready to see that logo flash upon the screen for the last time.
I am not ready to see the characters I grew up with live…for the last time.
for the last time, I am not ready.
Where is a time-turner when we need it?
I don’t know the difference S: Isn’t it just the same thing? I’m still confused, LOL.


Before the exam:
During the exam:
After the exam:

does this count as ”handwriting?” LOL.
I don’t get it.. Like, it all sounds the same to me.. except cursive. I hate writing in cursive.
My writing’s alright. It’s ugly sometimes, but it’s pretty at some next time. It depends on how I feel and how lazy I am at the moment. My writing always changes, the older I get. It gets neater and the size of it changes too. I’ve been recently writing smaller than I used to. It’s okay though, as long as it’s pretty.
day 1- what do you think of your handwriting?
day 2- handwrite your tumblr name alongside your real name, take a pic
day 3- handwrite your favorite quote
day 4- handwrite your bestfriends name
day 5- do you prefer printing or handwriting? whats your opinion between the two
day 6- handwrite your favorite song/ song quote
day 7- handwrite whatever you want with a blue/red pen
day 8- handwrite your worst pet peeve
day 9- handwrite something that always catches your attention
day 10- handwrite all the websites you’re updated with.
day 11- handwrite your name using your left/right hand** opposite of what you normally use.
day 12- try writing about how your handwriting can define you or not
day 13- handwrite your tumblr crushes
day 14- handwrite “hello”
day 15- handwrite whatever you want and use different colored pens filling up the whole piece of paper or whatsoever * if you want
I’ve been meaning to do this for almost a year now actually, LOL. I just never got to it.. it’s been in my drafts for a looooong time ;p Soooo, I’ll do it now.
I can’t take little things like being stared at or being criticized. Most of the time, I pretend to take it in and just be okay with it, but at the end of the day, I’m not okay. The stuff said to me is always being replayed in my head like a recording and it tears me up more than it should.
I don’t really pay attention to anime ending themes but, I really liked Devil May Cry’s first ending. It’s I’ll Be Your Home. I really liked Bleach’s first movie’s ending too.
Bleach’s first movie ending: http://youtu.be/6zGVdm5d7HE
Devil May Cry’s I’ll Be Your Home: http://youtu.be/IN3BYyMpeMA
(via hellangela, xalyssarenae)
Code Geass

Vampire Knight

LOL she’s so great :’)
I’ve always like Raichou. And Mew. And Totodile. Definitely Totodile. LOOOL.
Totodile’s reckless, and a bit stupid. He’s super crazy and hopeless when it comes to getting a “girl.” He’s always happy, jumping, dancing, and doing something funny. I love that little guy x)
ASDHKJAH;DGHSIGUHNBUDFHVBKJRBGSHSH! This is probably the hardest one I had to choose for. There were so many that popped into my head and when I went to check more intros, they were all so awesome. I think the reason is that.. it’s the intro, it brings the memories of what happened during the season.
Bleach’s Asterisk and Inuyasha’s Change the World are probs my favourite though.
I don’t know how people are getting jobs /: I need one because I’m so broke…
Ranma? I guess that could be my favourite.. I don’t really know a lot of animes that are centered around harem S: I guess Rosario + Vampire is pretty good too.
I got my last unit test for my math class and.. I got a 92% I was soooooo happy. I was sort of just sitting there, staring at my sheet because I couldn’t believe it. I got my mark up to a 75! That means that I just have to do extra well on my CA and my exam to get up to an 80. I can do this. I’m so inspired and so happy and I know I can do this. I was struggling for so long on the lessons and now that I can just focus on math, I know I can make it. I refuse to end with a 75. I want to get a higher mark.. at least, one that won’t bring my average down. I’m so proud of myself :’) And I know that I can do better.
I’m a really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really gullible person! As in, I will probably believe whatever you say if you sound convincing enough… or just make a good story. I fall for the stupidest things and omg. I clicked this one link that said something important-sounding, and it went to this big ass gif of a scary person screaming. I almost had a heart attack. That’s not even the first time that happened! *sigh
The Millenium Earl :)

Just look at him! He’s fat, stumpy and happy! How evil is he, right? He plans to lead the world to its death. What a weirdo.
At the Beginning - Anastasia :)
This is one of the songs that I’ve listened to since I was a little girl. I remember those days :’)
THIS IS HARD. SO I’ll do both ;) ahem, that’s what she said. LOL.
Favourite Anime Hero: Ichigo Kurosaki from Bleach. He is so cool. Like, he’s really protective and he always feels the need to get stronger for others. He always thinks of helping other people too, even if he’s injured or something. He has a “trademark scowl” but he’s actually really caring, kind and thoughtful… even if he doesnt seem like that. That’s why he’s so cool ;)
Favourite Anime Heroine: I’m such a female lover. LOOOOL, I should just turn lesbian for anime girls x) Jooooking, but I seriously can’t pick… I don’t really have a favourite but I’d have to say that Princess Nausicaa from Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind is pretty close. She’s badass, LOL. Watch the movie, it’ll explain everything.
I immediately thought of Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Soul Eater and Samurai Champloo when I saw this. If we include movies though, I’d have to say Spirited Away or Howl’s Moving Castle or Princess Mononoke.











